有些人 Some people,
主要是我妈妈的朋友 mainly friends of my mom's,
以为我有这个礼物 thought that I had this gift
因为我有这些梦想 because of these dreams I'd have.
我只有一对夫妇 I only had a couple,
或者 or, uh,
一对夫妇 a couple that
原来是预言 turned out to be prophetic.
一个是关于我成长的教堂 One was about the church where I grew up, and
我有过这个梦 I had this dream about
这位女士在教堂的合唱团 this lady at the church that was in the choir.
我不认识她 I didn't know her.
她年纪大了 She was older, maybe,
-比我妈妈大10岁 -你多大了？ - 10 years older than my mom. - And how old were you?
我想我八岁 I think I was eight.
不管怎样 嗯 Anyway, um,
这位女士 路易丝小姐 this lady, Miss Louise,
就是我们 is what we all
打电话给她 call her,
站在教堂的前面 was standing at the front of the church, and
另一位女士从门前的门后走出来 another lady came out from behind the door at the front,
他们看起来就像双胞胎 and they looked almost like twins.
他们互相拥抱 And they hugged each other,
然后我醒来了 and then I woke up.
有趣 Interesting.
我什么都没想 但我告诉了妈妈 I didn't think anything of it, but I told my mom about it.
几天后 我记得门铃响了 And then a few days later, I remember the doorbell ringing,
我记得我妈妈为我呼唤 and I remember my mom calling out for me
叫我下楼 我下楼 and asking me to come downstairs, and I came downstairs,
路易丝小姐在门口哭 and Miss Louise was there at the door crying.
和 And,
她拥抱了我 she hugged me,
她能说的只是谢谢你 and all she could say was thank you.
她离开了 And she left.
我妈妈在电话里告诉她这个梦 My mom had told her over the phone about the dream,
听到它 她立即过来 and on hearing it, she came over immediately.
就像她放下电话 开车过来一样 Like she put the phone down and drove over.
事实证明 It, um, it turned out that
露易丝的妹妹 住在佛罗里达 Louise's sister, who lived in Florida,
最近死于癌症 had recently died of cancer.
是她的双胞胎吗？ Was it her twin?
-不 -还是 哇 - No. - Still, wow.
你现在还有那些梦吗？ And do you still have those dreams now?
不 No.
他们什么时候停下来的？ When did they stop?
嗯 在那之后 我开始告诉我妈妈 Well, after that one, I started telling my mom
和别人所有我的梦想 但是 and other people all my dreams, but,
只有一对夫妇对任何人意味着什么 only a couple meant anything to anybody,
没有什么比第一个 所以 and nothing was quite like that first one, so.
在某个时候 我停了下来 At some point, I just stopped
告诉人们他们 telling people about them.
你有其他的经验与 And did you have other experiences with the
加入团队之前超自然现象？ paranormal before joining the team?
我有问题 I had questions.
喜欢？ Like?
只是问题 Just questions.
如果你只是调音 我的客人是希拉·加文 If you're just tuning in, my guest is Sheila Garvin,
以前是烟熏山超自然研究 formerly of Smoky Mountain Paranormal Research.
希拉 乡亲们怎么能联系到你 Sheila, how can folks reach you
如果他们想让你进行调查？ if they want you to do an investigation?
我现在在球队之间 Well, I'm between teams right now,
这样他们就可以联系到我的老团队 或者 so they could reach out to my old team, or
我想他们可以给我发电子邮件 I guess they could email me.
我的电子邮件是S-H-E-L-I-AGarvin@yahoo com My email is S-H-E-L-I-AGarvin@yahoo.com.
你会认为自己是一个信徒吗？ Would you consider yourself a believer,
还是怀疑论者？ or a skeptic?
关于鬼魂？ About ghosts?
我不知道 I don't know.
我不知道我是什么 I don't know what I am.
你好 同学们 Hello, class.
今天我要谈谈丹麦 Today I'll be talking about the country of Denmark.
丹麦每年有180多天的降雨 There are over 180 days of rain in Denmark every year.
每隔一天 That's every other day.
著名的丹麦人 或我喜欢 Famous Danes, or as I like
叫他们 大丹麦人 to call them, Great Danes,
包括汉斯·克里斯蒂安·安德森和尼尔斯·波尔 include Hans Christian Anderson and Niels Bohr.
丹麦也拥有最大的比例之一 Denmark also has one of the largest proportions
世界诺贝尔奖获得者 of Nobel Prize winners in the world.
他们也有 They also have...
-怎么了？ -不 是 - What's wrong? - No, it's...
这些都是非常有趣的事实 Those are really interesting facts.
但它应该专注于 But it's supposed to focus on
关于国家的一个关键的事情 one key thing about the country.
好吧 嗯 Right, um...
是的 我不能真正决定做什么 Yeah, I couldn't really decide on what to do.
所以 我想这更有趣 So, I thought this would be more interesting.
可能很好 It's probably fine.
你 你走 You, you go.
好 Okay.
关于日本的演讲 For my presentation on Japan,
我将讨论日本茶道 I will be discussing the Japanese tea ceremony.
虽然 没有一件事可以总结 Though, no one thing could possibly summarize
一个国家或人民 a nation or it's people,
特别是一个如此丰富的历史 particularly one with such a rich history,
茶道讲价值观 the tea ceremony speaks to values
几个世纪以来一直是日本的一部分 that have been a part of Japan for centuries.
等等 什么？ Wait, what?
-是茶具 -是的 真可爱 - It's a tea set. - Yeah, it's cute.
对不起 那真是太棒了 Sorry, that, that's awesome.
茶道在茶水举行 The tea ceremony takes place in a chashitsu,
这是一个茶室 which is a tea room.
客人须进入大门 Guests are asked to enter a door
大约是普通门大小的一半 which is about half the size of a regular door,
允许他们跪进房间 鼓舞人心的谦卑 allowing them to kneel into the room inspiring humility,
使每个人都达到一个平等的水平 bringing everyone to an equal level.
今天 我的客人是超自然调查员 Today, my guest is paranormal investigator
-希拉·加文 -嗨 - Sheila Garvin. - Hi.
-你知道其中一件事 -欧文？ - You know one of the things... - Owen?
我喜欢这个节目 I love about this show
是所有不同类型的人 我可以交谈 is all the different types of people I get to talk to.
听起来他好像被发生的事情吓坏了 It doesn't sound like he's frightened by what's happening,
但我的建议并没有安慰他 but my advice hasn't been comforting him.
我认为他最糟糕的部分 I think the worst part for him
他是不知道他是否在想象事情 is he doesn't know if he's imagining things or not.
就像我说的 我现在在团体之间 Like I said, I am between groups right now.
不 我明白 No, I understand.
那么 我应该联系你工作的小组吗？ So, should I reach out to the group you were working with?
你认为这是真的吗？ Do you think this is for real?
嗯 我想这对他来说绝对是真的 Well, I think it's definitely real for him.
好 Okay.
我是说 我想我可以和任何人谈谈 I mean, I, I guess I can talk to anyone.
好 Good.
这是理查德的电话号码 电子邮件和地址 This is Richard's phone number, email, and address.
好吧 我看看我能不能帮忙 Well, I'll see if I can help.
再次感谢您 Thank you, again.
我能问一下 Can I ask
你相信鬼吗？ do you believe in ghosts?
有些人会描述基督复活时 Some would describe Christ when he was resurrected
像鬼一样 as a ghost.
你觉得有可能吗？ So, you think it's possible?
我想我相信任何事情都是可能的 I suppose I believe anything's possible.
-妈妈 -嗯？ - Mom. - Hmm?
醒来 Wake up.
现在 几点钟？ What time is it?
你需要在一小时内到达那里 You need to be there in an hour.
好 Okay.
你在做梦吗？ Were you dreaming?
不 No.
我起来了 我起来了 I'm up, I'm up.
祝你好运 Good luck.
-我知道你会做的很好 -嗯 好吧 - I know you'll do good. - Mmm okay.
你所说的任何事情都完全是保密的 Anything you say is totally confidential.
这只是你和我之间的 This is just between you and me.
几次 呃 A couple times, uh,
感觉好像有东西在我身上 it felt like something had its hand on me.
手很有力 是有力的吗？ Was the hand strong, was it forceful?
-吓到你了？ -很温柔 - Did it scare you? - It was gentle.
感觉就像我妻子一样 It felt like my wife.
苏珊 Suzanne.
感觉就像她还在这里一样 It just feels like she's still here.
好 Okay.
她死了 什么时候？ She died, when?
一年前就害羞了 Just shy a year ago.
她在一次飞机失事中丧生 She was killed in a plane crash.
我很抱歉 I'm so sorry.
附近发生过这种事吗？ Did that happen nearby?
这一切都在新闻中 It was all in the news.
我会找到的 I'll find it.
对不起 I'm sorry.
你能告诉我关于她的事吗？ What can you tell me about her?
苏珊娜在橡树岭为政府工作 嗯 Suzanne worked for the government out in Oak Ridge. Um...
几年前 她辞职为一家公司工作 A couple years ago, she quit to work for a company that
与政府签订合同 contracted with the government.
同样的事情 Same stuff.
更好的报酬 Better pay.
对不起 你 你想知道什么？ Uh, I'm sorry, what do you... what do you wanna know?
什么 Anything.
我们在高中时见过面 We met in high school.
她花了很多时间在这个房间里读书 She spent a lot of time reading in this room.
试图描述这样的人是很奇怪的 It's just weird trying to describe someone like this.
你知道吗 我们可以等 You know what, we can wait.
你想给我看房子吗？ You wanna show me the house?
好的 是的 是的 Right, yeah, yeah.
-我猜 -你在这里住了多久了？ - I guess... - How long have you lived here?
我想四月份会是12年了 I guess it'll be 12 years in April.
这个地方在苏珊娜家已经有一段时间了 This place has been in Suzanne's family for a while.
她父母经过时 我们搬进来了 We moved in when her parents passed.
我们搬进来时 这个图书馆就在这里 This library was here when we moved in.
但其余的书是苏珊娜的 But the rest of the books are Suzanne's.
她总是想让我读 She was always trying to get me to read.
你知道是否有人死在房子里吗？ Do you know if anyone ever died in the house?
我肯定有人可能在某一点上做了 但是 I'm sure someone probably did at one point, but
我知道她父母没有 I know her parents didn't.
我想如果这个地方闹鬼 I think if the place was haunted
很久以前有人 by someone from a long time ago,
苏珊娜和我会看见的 Suzanne and I would have seen it.
这就是我 This is where I
以为我看到我的钥匙移动 thought I saw my keys move.
你找到他们的时候他们在哪里？ Where were they when you found them?
嗯 他们还在那里 Well, they were still there.
他们只是 They had just
移动到 moved to
苏珊娜会站在 当我们在这里谈话 where Suzanne would stand when we would talk in here.
它发生了几次 It happened a few times.
第二次之后 我 After the second time, I...
我猜是几个月前 我去看医生了 I guess it was a couple months ago, I went to the doctor,
检查了我的视力 had my vision examined.
他们说可能只是压力 They said it was probably just stress.
它会随着时间而过去 It would pass with time.
我没有睡过多少觉 I haven't been getting much sleep,
所以 我肯定这是一些 so I'm sure that's some of it.
让我给你上楼看 Let me show you upstairs.
你什么时候联系到马丁神父的？ When did you reach out to Father Martin?
呃 经过医学检查 Uh, after the medical tests.
他是你的牧师？ He's your priest?
他主持了我们的婚礼和苏珊娜的葬礼 He officiated our wedding and Suzanne's funeral.
我受洗了一切 但我不去教堂 I was baptized and everything, but I don't go to church.
苏珊娜做到了 Suzanne did.
这是灯光闪烁的房间 This is the room where the lights were flickering.
自从苏珊娜死后我就一直待在这里 I've been staying in here since Suzanne died.
好吧 所以 我应该告诉你 Okay, so, I should tell you that
我没有这种东西的保险 I don't have insurance for this kind of stuff.
所以 如果你想让我调查 So, if you want me to investigate,
那你必须承担责任 then you have to take responsibility.
好吗？ That okay?
是的 Yeah.
你介意签些这么说的话吗？ Would you mind signing something that says that?
好 Okay.
看起来像是洗衣日 Looks like laundry day.
我一直 I've been
意思是 meaning to
做那些表和 do those sheets and
处理那些东西 deal with that stuff.
这里 Here.
让我知道下周的一个晚上 Let me know one night next week
当你能走出家门的时候 when you can get out of the house.
我会的 I will.
我欠你什么？ What will I owe you?
-什么 -什么都没有 - What... - Nothing.
金钱只会使事情更加复杂 Money just makes things more complicated.
好 Okay.
再见 See ya.
忍耐一下 Hang in there.
好像整个班都只是 It's like the whole class was just
大喊大叫 大喊大叫 yelling and yelling and yelling.
所以 好像这很有趣 So, seems like it could be fun.
我要 I'm gonna...
我得去上课了 I gotta get to class.
我会 I'll...
回头见 see you later.
测试 测试 测试 测试 测试 Testing, testing, test, test, test.
测试 测试 Testing, test.
理查德·巴恩斯的家 House of Richard Barnes.
9月12日晚上9:08 September 12, 9:08 p.m.
有人在这里吗？ Is anyone here?
如果你在这里 想沟通 If you are here and would like to communicate,
让自己出名吧 let yourself be known.
有人在这里吗？ Is anyone here?
如果你想沟通 让自己出名 If you'd like to communicate, let yourself be known.
怎么了？ What's up?
嘿 你到什么时间回家？ Hey, what time are you getting home?
我不知道 I don't know.
我现在不能说话 I can't talk right now.
我明天能借车换彩弹吗？ Can I borrow the car for paintball tomorrow?
我可以送你去上班 I can give you a ride to work.
嗯 Um...
我的手机会死 My phone's gonna die.
是的 那很好 Yeah, that's fine.
我要走了 一切都好吗？ I need to go, is everything okay?
是的 只是和露西一起学习 Yeah, just studying with Lucy.
好 Okay.
我一会儿见 I'll see you later.
-爱你 -爱你 - Love you. - Love you.
你能把灯关掉吗？ Can you turn the lights off?
就等一下？ Just for a second?
有人在这里吗？ Is anyone here?
如果你在这里 想沟通 If you are here and would like to communicate,
让自己出名吧 let yourself be known.
有人在这里吗？ Is anyone here?
苏珊？ Suzanne?
哦 Oh.
该死 Oh shit.
哦 上帝 Oh... God...
哦 Ohhh..
哦 太好了 Oh, great
哎呀 Ugh.
我愿意 I do.
我确实想去 I do wanna go.
但是你为什么不问我？ But why haven't you asked me?
因为 Because.
因为为什么？ Because why?
你可以告诉我 You can tell me.
没关系 It's okay.
我不想嫁给你 I don't wanna marry you.
我是说 我还没准备好 I mean, I'm not ready for that.
我是说 没关系 I mean, that's okay.
那又有什么意义呢？ Then what's the point?
说我们去跳舞 Say we go to the dance,
我们过得很美好的时光 我们最终接吻了 and we have a really great time, and we end up kissing,
或者别的什么 or whatever, and...
我不知道 也许 也许我会爱上你 I don't know. Maybe... maybe I'd fall in love with you.
但 But,
你要去上大学了 you're going to college.
你会得到所有这些奖学金优惠 You're gonna get all these scholarship offers, and
-我不知道我是不是 -欧文？ - I don't know if I'm... - Owen?
让我说完 Just let me finish.
你要去上大学 You're going to college,
我不知道我在做什么 and I don't know what I'm doing.
我可能留在这里 I'm probably staying here.
所以 这意味着如果我们聚在一起 So, that means that if we get together,
那我们大概会在某个时候分手 then we're probably gonna break up at some point.
所以 So,
聚在一起有什么意义 what's the point of getting together
如果你已经知道会结束吗？ if you already know it's gonna end?
就是这样？ That's it?
感谢您的分享 Thank you for sharing.
嗨 露西 Hi, Lucy.
欧文 这个周末我需要你帮我 Owen, I'm gonna need you to help me this weekend.
用什么？ With what?
调查 With the investigation.
我能帮忙吗？ Can I help?
你需要问问妈 You need to ask your mom.
好 Okay.
我以前从没做过这个 I've never done this before.
我知道 I know.
好的 我们需要设备 Okay, well we need equipment.
我们没有任何团队拥有的东西 We don't have any of the stuff your team had.
你能拿到吗？ Can you get it?
我需要你在这里和这里签名 I need you to sign here and here.
如果你仔细看看 一定不会好起来的 If you look over it, it'll be fine.
你不用担心 You don't have to worry...
是的 Yeah.
你好？ Hello?
嘿 Hey.
是的 Yeah.
不 我明白 No, I understand.
你必须付到钱 You've got to pay it off.
哦 不 我是说我希望我能 Oh, no, I mean I wish I could,
但是现在事情真的很紧 你知道的 but thing's just really tight right now, you know.
什么时候？ When would that be?
你们中有些人可能有过 Some of you may have had
遇到超自然现象 encounters with the paranormal,
你们中有些人可能是怀疑论者 现在 some of you may be skeptics, for now.
不管你怎么把你带到这儿来 Whatever brought you here,
你花了你听到赚来的钱在这里 所以 you spent your heard-earned cash to be here, so,
让我们深入探讨一些关于鬼魂的想法 let's dig into some of the ideas about what ghosts are,
我们用来识别的科学原则 the scientific principles we use to identify
并证明他们的存在 and prove their presence,
以及希拉和我用来做的技术 and the technology Sheila and I use to do it.
所以 罗迪要给你看DVR录音机 So, Roddy's gonna show you the DVR recorder
用红外线摄像机 with infra-red cameras,
他还会给你看录音机 and he'll also show you the audio recorders
我们用来搜索电子语音现象 that we use to search for electronic voice phenomena.
在这里 我有一个热扫描仪 所以 Over here, I have a thermal scanner, so,
这可以用来寻找任何冷点 this can be used to look for any cold spots
可能存在 that might be present.
嗯 它易于使用 Um, it's easy to use.
你只是指向一个区域 扣动扳机 You just point it at an area, pull the trigger,
你正在寻找 and you're looking for
温度的任何显著变化 any significant changes in temperature.
这里有一些变化 Here's some change.
棒 Awesome.
车里还有更多 There's more in the car.
怎么样？ How's it coming?
没关系 No problem.
找到联机手册 Found the manual online.
出去行吗？ Doing okay out there?
所以 So,
露西最近出现了很多 Lucy's been popping up a lot lately.
我真的很高兴得到帮助 I'm actually happy to have the help.
怎么了？ So, what's up?
-你什么意思？ -你知道 是认真的吗？ - What do you mean? - You know, is it serious?
你可以告诉我 You can tell me.
-你应该 -呃 这没什么 - You should. - Uh, it isn't anything.
所以 这真的不会是认真的 So, it really can't be serious.
我刚告诉她 我 I just told her that I...
我看不出在一起有什么意义 I don't see a point in getting together
因为她要走了 since she's going to be leaving.
嘿 我怎么知道我是否做了正确的事？ Hey, how do I know if I'm doing the right thing?
与 With
露西？ Lucy?
我不想伤害她 I don't wanna hurt her.
好吧 别担心 Well, don't let worrying about that
决定什么对你最有用 decide what's best for you.
好人 Good man.
好了 你准备好了吗？ Okay, are you ready to go?
-你吃饱了吗？ -是的 谢谢 我一定了 - Did you get enough to eat? - Yes, thank you, I'm all set.
嘿 我们走 Hey, let's go.
你喜欢这个家伙吗？ So, you like this guy?
他没事 He's okay.
我是说 你喜欢他吗 喜欢他吗？ I mean, do you like him, like him?
嗯 Um,
大声 笑 no.
你知道 只是 You know, it's just
为这家伙做很多事 不拿钱 doing a lot for this guy not to get paid.
你和韦恩谈过了吗？ Do you ever talk to Wayne?
不 我不和我的前女友说话 No, I don't talk to any of my exes.
为什么不呢？ Why not?
我现在不想进入这个 I don't wanna get into this right now.
韦恩是谁？ Who is Wayne?
韦恩是个白痴和骗子 Wayne was an idiot and a liar.
他让妈妈去打猎鬼 He's who got mom into ghost hunting.
不管怎样 我都想进去 I wanted to get into it anyway.
不要爱上某人 Don't fall in love with someone
只是因为他们对你很好 just because they treat you nice.
但这不是你想要的吗？ But isn't that what you're supposed to want?
每个人一开始都善待你 Everyone treats you nice at first.
事情只有持续一点才重要 Things only matter if they last.
我想要一台照相机在客厅里 一个在地下室的后面 I want a camera in the parlor, one in the basement out back,
和一个在楼上的卧室 and one in both of the upstairs bedrooms.
哦和露西 把灯打开 Oh and Lucy, leave the light on
在楼上的第一间卧室 好吧 in the first bedroom upstairs, okay.
是的 夫人 Yes ma'am.
六英尺四 Six foot four.
好了 你们快做完了？ Okay, you guys almost done?
是的 相机的录音 Yeah, camera's recording.
一切似乎都很正常 Everything seems pretty normal.
伟大 Great.
我们几乎准备锁住房子了 We're almost ready to lock down the house.
我能帮忙吗？ Can I help?
好吧 我到厨房去记录 Um, I'm just go set this to record in the kitchen.
这里的想法是 The idea here is
我们将看到 如果任何声音 我们不能听到 we're gonna see if any voices that we can't hear
-被录下来 -好的 - get recorded. - Okay.
苏珊？ Suzanne?
如果你在这里 你能和我们谈谈吗？ If you're here, can you speak to us?
我们可以让它记录 We can just let it record.
我们需要在这里闲逛吗？ Well, do we need to hang around here?
不 我想我们可以四处走动 No, I think we can walk around.
你们都不要走得太远 Y'all don't go too far.
我们能去那个谷仓吗？ Can we go to that barn?
是的 Yeah.
没事的 It's fine.
好孩子 Good kids.
无论你发现什么 这都意味着很多 Whatever you find out, this has meant a lot.
我知道你一定想念她 I know you must miss her.
我愿意 I do.
太复杂了 It's complicated.
飞机失事 The plane crash,
-那是私人飞机 -是的 他们 - it was a private plane. - Yeah, they were
前往会议 headed to a conference.
报纸上说 Said the papers.
苏珊娜告诉我她在开车 Suzanne had told me she was driving
参加辛辛那提的会议 to a conference in Cincinnati.
当我没有听到她安全到达 我 When I didn't hear she had arrive safely, I
伸手到一些朋友 reached out to some friends, and
最终是警察 eventually the police.
没人知道 Nobody knew anything.
第二天 我接到侦探的电话 Next day, I got a call from a detective.
我确定她向北走 我就像 Was I sure she was headed north, I was like,
是的 "Yeah."
然后 就像 12小时后 他们出现了 Then, like, 12 hours later they showed up.
很晚了 It was late.
他们告诉我飞机失事的事 That's when they told me about the plane crash.
我当时想 飞机坠毁了？ I was like, "Plane crash?"
大约一年前 她告诉我关于他的事 Year or so before this, she had told me about him.
她说另一个男人出了什么事 She said something happened with another man that
一天结束了 it was over.
只是 Just
夫妇 couple
日期 dates.
当他们告诉我他的名字时 我就知道了 When they told me his name, I knew then.
警察 The police...
他们了解情况 They understood the situation.
说 Said,
这一切都没有 none of this was
相关告诉记者 relevant to tell the reporters.
所以 So,
就是这个 that was that.
不管怎样 Anyway.
对不起 I'm sorry.
我肯定她也会后悔的 I'm sure she would have been sorry, too.
但我还是希望我有 But still, I wish I had...
你问自己 You ask yourself
相当沉重的问题 pretty heavy questions.
她最后的时刻是什么样的？ What her last moments were like?
她甚至想过我吗？ Did she even think of me?
她有时间想我吗？ Did she have time to think of me.
不像其他的东西 Not like the other stuff.
喜欢？ Like?
我在想 I was wondering,
为什么活着 why live.
什么时候的事？ When was this?
当我开始想是她的时候 When I started thinking it was her.
你还在问这个吗？ Are you still asking that?
没有 Not really.
不 No.
但如果是她 But if it was her,
如果有来世 if there is an afterlife,
也许这就是她在这里的原因 因为 maybe that's why she's here, 'cause
她很孤独 她希望我和她在一起 she's lonely, she wants me to be with her.
我们永远不知道你是否会加入她 We can never know if you'd join her.
我知道 我只是说这件事发生在我身上 I know, I'm, I'm just saying it occurred to me.
我理解 I understand.
我听了你接受的电台采访 I listened to that radio interview you did.
预言的梦想 The prophetic dreams.
发生了 That happened.
不管这意味着什么 Whatever it means,
发生了 that happened.
人们认为鬼魂很可怕 People think ghosts are scary.
我认为如果它们是真实的 那将会很棒 I think it would be wonderful if they were real.
所以 So,
有一次 只有一次 there was this one time, just one,
我以为我有鬼的经历 I thought I had an experience with a ghost.
我父亲 My father.
这是一个 It was a
他死后几周 few weeks after he died.
我15岁 I was like 15.
他喝醉了自己死了 He drank himself to death.
我没有看到他太多 我没有 I didn't see him much, I didn't
去医院看望他或者别的什么 visit him in the hospital or anything.
他不是我生命中的但我认识他 He wasn't in my life. But I knew him.
他一直在附近 当我年轻的时候 He'd been around... when I was younger.
不管怎样 我 Anyway... I'd been...
在朋友家 over at a friend's house,
我们抽了个关节 看了一部电影 and we'd smoked a joint and watched a movie,
我只是 and I just...
我正步行回家 I was walking home.
我很确定我的头已经清理了 然后 I'm pretty sure my head had cleared up by that point, and...
我以为我在信箱里见过他 I thought I saw him at the mailbox.
我妈妈和我一直住在房子里 My mom and I had kept living in the house
很久后 他离开我们 所以这是一所房子 他住的地方 long after he left us, so it was a house where he lived
在一个点 at one point.
不管怎样 天真的很黑 就像一盏路灯 Anyway, it was really dark, like maybe one streetlight,
但我本可以发誓我看到他在那里 but I could have sworn I saw him there
把东西放进信箱里 putting something in the mailbox,
一封信 我猜 a letter, I guess.
和 And
我只是站在那里一会儿 I just stood there for a second,
他把这东西放在盒子里 然后 and he puts this thing in the box, and then
走进远方 walks away into the distance.
所以 我追赶他 他 So, I ran after him, and he
那种溶解了 kind of dissolved away,
我停止了跑步 and I stopped running.
我跑了 我不知道 有多少码 I had run, I don't know, how many yards.
我们通过了邮箱 We passed the mailbox.
所以 我走回它 So, I walked back to it,
我打开盒子 看着里面 and I opened the box and looked inside.
我是说 那里什么都没有 I mean, there was nothing there.
但我有这种感觉 But I felt this sense.
就像我的心要爆炸一样 It was like my heart was gonna explode,
不是从运行 not from the running.
就像我觉得 Like I felt
真 really
活着 alive.
但那是 But it was...
伤心？ Sad?
是的 Yeah.
我再也没这种感觉了 I never felt that way again, ever.
第二天 我不确定我是否见过这些 And the next day, I wasn't sure I'd seen any of that
或觉得在所有 or felt that at all.
可能我只是一个哑巴的少年 It was probably me just being a dumb stoned teenager.
苏珊娜过去常常偶尔抽烟 Suzanne used to smoke occasionally.
你知道 如果你认为它会有所帮助 You know, if you think it would help.
我停了下来 我的大四 当我有我的孩子 I stopped, my senior year, when I had my boy.
想要的孩子 Wanted kids.
从来没有他们 Never had 'em.
他要去上大学吗？ Is he going to college?
他似乎不太感兴趣 He doesn't seem too interested.
-你有什么计划？ -计划？ - What are your plans? - Plans?
他搬出去后？ After he moves out?
你知道 我会 You know, I'll...
我的工作 My job...
还不错 It's not bad.
我是说 这不是我想用我的生活做的 I mean, it's not what I wanted to do with my life,
你知道 但是 you know, but
我不知道在这一点上我还能做什么 I don't know what else I would do at this point.
苏珊娜有时 Suzanne sometimes
她说她感觉自己一辈子都梦游 said she felt like she was sleepwalking through life.
人们说 我不后悔 People say things like, "I don't regret."
我不相信那些这么说的人 I don't trust people who say that.
对不起 Sorry.
我有时走这种路 I get this way sometimes.
让我去看看 Let me go check on things.
妈妈！ Mom!
妈妈 Mom.
她被黄蜂刺伤了 She got stung by a wasp.
她一开始很好 现在 She was fine at first, and now...
-是什么？ -她不能呼吸 - What is is? - She can't breathe.
她过敏了 She's allergic.
我家有一个EpiPen I got an EpiPen in the house.
-拿你的车 -好的 - Get your car. - Okay.
好了 别担心 Okay, don't worry.
我们会马上把你送往医院 好吗？ We're gonna get you to the hospital right away, okay.
-好吧 马上回来 -快点 - All right, be right back. - Hurry.
好 你会没事的 Okay. You're gonna be okay.
好的 好的 Okay, okay.
-你找到了吗？ -拿到了 - Did you find it? - Got it.
瑞 秋？ Rachel?
这是希拉 欧文的妈妈 This is Sheila, Owen's mom.
你好 Hi.
嗯 Um...
露西很好 露西是 So, Lucy is fine, Lucy is, is...
她完全没事 She's totally fine.
她确实被黄蜂刺伤了 She did get stung by a wasp.
是的 她 Yeah, and she, um,
我想 我认为有 I think, I think there was
过敏反应 an allergic reaction.
对 Right.
嘿 Hey.
你好 Hi.
-进来 对不起 -谢谢 - Come in, sorry. - Thanks.
你感觉还好吗？ You feeling okay?
是的 更好 好多了 Yeah, better, a lot better.
我想 I wanted to
谢谢你照顾我 thank you for taking care of me.
那是你的 我不能 That's yours, I can't.
现在是你的了 It's yours now.
我还是有点浮肿 I'm still a little puffy.
我只是想给你第一次机会 I just wanted to give that to you first chance I had.
谢谢 Thank you.
我有一件新首饰 I got a new piece of jewelry.
-看起来真棒 -谢谢 - Looks awesome. - Thanks.
如果你想来看的话 我正在看录像 I'm looking at the footage if you wanna come see it.
是的 Yeah.
你想喝点什么吗？ Do you want anything to drink?
不 我很好 No, I'm good.
你找到什么了吗？ Did you find anything?
不 还没有 No, not yet.
只是记录东西 Just logging stuff.
露西 Lucy.
你需要回家 You need to go home.
我妈妈知道我在这里 My mom knows I'm here.
这不是重点 That's not the point.
我们只是睡着了 We were just sleeping.
露西的妈妈会担心的 Lucy's mom was gonna be worried.
你看录像了吗？ Did you watch the video?
我看见了 I saw.
恐怕你会受伤的 I'm afraid you're gonna get hurt.
我在看一些大学 I'm looking at some colleges.
我会贷款的 让你知道 I would take out the loans. Just letting you know.
别这么说 Don't say that.
我是说 如果你打算那样做 不要这么说 I mean, if you're gonna do that, don't say it that way.
-别这么说 -什么？ - Don't say it that way. - What?
祝福是上帝 父 Blessed be God, Father,
儿子 圣灵 Son, and Holy Spirit.
祝福是他的王国 现在和永远 Blessed be his Kingdom, now and forever.
阿门 Amen.
所有强大的上帝 对你们所有的心都是敞开的 All mighty God, to you all hearts are open,
所有的欲望已知 并从你 没有秘密被隐藏 all desires known, and from you, no secrets are hid.
净化我们心中的思想 Cleanse the thoughts of our hearts
由你的圣灵的灵感 by the inspiration of your Holy Spirit
我们可以完全爱你 that we may perfectly love you
并值得放大你的圣名 and worthily magnify your Holy name
通过基督 我们的主 through Christ, our Lord.
阿门 Amen.
我想这将有助于理查德 I think this will help Richard
这么多 so much.
好 Good.
一切都还好吗？ Is everything okay?
是的 Yeah, yeah.
我只是想有更多的 I just wanted there to be more.
为什么？ Why?
因为 Because
一切都结束了 everything ends.
不管怎样 Well, anyway.
谢谢 Thank you
机会 for the opportunity.
我在想 你曾经 Look I was thinking, did you ever
上去看看山上的坠机地点？ go up to see the site of the crash up in the mountains?
警方说 这离任何线索都很远 The police said it's pretty far off any trail.
你以为你会去徒步旅行吗？ You think you'd be up for hiking up there?
妈妈？ Mom?
也许你不应该向理查德看那段视频 Maybe you shouldn't show Richard that video.
我不会骗他的 I'm not gonna lie to him.
他想知道 He wants to know.
是吗？ Does he?
只是个主意 Just an idea.
准备好了吗？ You ready?
是的 Yeah.
假设它是一个鬼魂 是她 Let's say it is a ghost, and that it's her.
你要她来吗？ Would you want her around?
-我不知道 我是说 - I - don't know, I mean.
听起来很可悲 It sounds sad.
为她难过 我是说 Sad for her, I mean.
如果不是鬼魂呢？ And if it's not a ghost?
在某些方面 这将更容易 In some ways, that would be easier.
但我仍然会失望 But I would still be disappointed.
嘿 Hey.
所以 你应该看这个 So, you should watch this.
地下室的摄像机 Camera in the basement.
那是什么 老鼠？ What is that, a mouse?
使卧室里的灯光闪烁 Making the lights flicker on and off in the bedroom.
这并不能解释一切 This doesn't explain everything.
这并不能解释你描述的感受 It doesn't explain the feelings you were describing,
没有解释钥匙 doesn't explain the keys.
我已经筋疲力尽了 I've been exhausted.
钥匙可能在我的想象中 The keys could be in my imagination.
这 This...
这似乎是一个很好的解释 This looks like a pretty good explanation.
这就是我想要的 That's all I ever wanted.
如果你知道这件事 你为什么带我来这里？ If you knew about this, why'd you bring me up here?
我不知道 我想你也许需要看看 I don't know, I guess I thought you might need to see it.
谢谢 Thank you.
嗯 狗屎 Well, shit.
我从没说过我想是她 I never said I wanted it to be her.
不 我想你没有 No, I guess you didn't.
你失望了吗？ Are you disappointed?
你为什么担心我？ Why are you worried about me?
不 我不失望 No, I'm not disappointed.
就是这些吗？ Is that everything?
-看起来像是 -好的 - Looks like it. - Okay.
只是做一个快速的假支票 Just gonna do a quick dummy check,
-我们离开这里 -好的 - and we'll get out of here. - Okay.
第18章 Chapter 18.
安娜看着多莉瘦瘦 小心穿的脸 Anna looked at Dolly's thin, care-worn face
皱纹充满了灰尘从路上 with its wrinkles filled with dust from the road
她正要说出她在想什么 and she was on the point of saying what she was thinking.
就是说 多莉变瘦了 That is, that Dolly had got thinner,
但意识到 她 她自己 已经变得更加英俊 but conscious that she, herself, had grown handsomer,
多莉的眼睛告诉她 and that Dolly's eyes were telling her so.
她叹了口气 开始谈论自己 She sighed and began to speak about herself.
你在看着我 她说 "You're looking at me," she said,
想知道我怎么能在我的位置快乐 "and wondering how I can be happy in my position.
嗯 这是可耻的承认 但我 "Well, it's shameful to confess, but I,
我无可原谅的快乐 "I'm inexcusably happy.
一些神奇的事情发生在我身上像一个梦 "Something magical has happened to me like a dream
当你害怕 恐慌 "when you're frightened, panic stricken,
你突然醒来 "and all of a sudden you wake up,
和所有的恐怖都不再 "and all the horrors are no more.
我已经醒来 "I have waked up.
我经历过苦难 恐惧 "I have lived through the misery, the dread,
现在很长一段时间过去 "and now for a long while past,
特别是自从我们在这里 "especially since we've been here.
我一直很高兴 "I've been so happy."
我从来没有这样做过 我从来没有这样做过 I've never done this, I've never,
我从未感觉到什么 I never felt something
喜欢这个 like this.
我只是 So, I'm just...
你知道 我只是想试试 You know, I'm just gonna try.
苏珊？ Suzanne?
你在这儿吗？ Are you here?
你能来这个地方吗？ Can you come to this place?
说话？ To talk?
听吗？ To listen?
理查德想和你谈谈 Richard wants to talk with you.
我就在外面 I'll be right outside.
我也爱你 I love you too.